|"To destroy me is to destroy Him. To destroy Him, is to end me."|
Never OkWhy is it that I cant believe my friends?Never Ok by kiwi-damnation
That I cant accept their kindness; their praise,
I cant help but feel pain and sorrowed anguish,
And yet I cant deal with their nice words.
I feel like I am but a shell of myself, and yet I am who I am meant to be,
I am struggling, choking on the very water that spurns my life,
I breathe deeply the words in which I write, the fractals I create,
They are me.
Why then, do I accept that- the soul through which I create,
And not that it is good, and worthy of happiness and joy?
Am I too afraid of greatness? Or am I afraid that I will wake up,
And all the love they feel will disappear.
Maybe I just want to scream to the rooftops that it was not ok.
I didnt deserve that pain, that abuse.
I DID NOT DESERVE IT.
And I believe that.
And yet I cant.
In the deep canyon, a cauldron of chopped up feelings and pain,
Filled with blood, bitterness and discontent,
I find myself flailing, crying, sc
SunlightThe sunlight shines within your face,Sunlight by kiwi-damnation
Your smile brings joy to all you see,
Your beauty is not common place,
The sunlight shines within your face.
You are a soul we cant replace,
Such kindness and such dignity,
The sunlight shines within your face,
Your smile brings joy to all you see.
|Literature by amazing writers|
I am a college graduate, holding an Associate's of Applied Science (focus: Interactive Design), an avid illustrator and hopeful writer. I can attest to a life of failure and achievement. One step forward frequenting two steps back. An optimistic pessimist. |
I aim to improve and one day be successful, and in the meantime enjoy the journey.